wewereajigsaw asked: Just wanted to let you know that you are an amazing writer and singer and artist and I loved your music and then I found your tumblr and loved everything else ok
I fit into nothing but this body and the room I spend countless hours writing in; I’ve always been like this.
Anonymous asked: you were so nice in high school and I was always mean to you. sorry about that.
Anonymous asked: I think you are amazing and I love you :) - in a totally non-creepy way
Anonymous asked: I lost a follower for calling my best friend a cunt
i just lost 2 followers after posting that photo.
i remember standing on a bridge looking over ocean cliffs, breathing in and i don’t remember if the salt was in the air or on my skin but it tasted right because that was the moment i closed my eyes and called out to the universe for a reason to remain part of it and now its’ reason lies in every line i write, in every sleepless night in all the steps i take, through my apartment, in...
Anonymous asked: Do you still speak to rob
pornshirtwee asked: i have a house in ottawa canada you could come to, if you ever find yourself in or close to ontario
Anonymous asked: in the video you posted promoting dapper shabby you booed american apparel. why haha
Anonymous asked: will you ever write about ryan
Anonymous asked: in the stories about rob, is that robert francis (commagere)?
Anonymous asked: are these stories from your life? are they true?
Rob called me and said he was going to pick me up to record a song at Erick’s studio. We got there and I quickly realized it was just him and I. The rest of the band wasn’t coming. I also realized Rob had been drinking. There bottles everywhere and it wreaked a day’s worth. I sat at the piano and started playing two chords. He picked up his guitar and played along. He told Erick...
I was lying in bed watching Fresh Prince of Bel Air at some ridiculous hour of the night. All I wanted was my racing mind to stop replaying the same scene where I’ve armored myself in the heaviest of boots, hooded, breaking into his house, ripping every guitar off the wall, smashing them one by one while the strings cry dissonance and he would walk in to find me just as them- Oh, but the...
We had driven to San Francisco for the weekend with the intention of getting away from boys who were breaking our hearts but we had nowhere to stay. We were sixteen, we had told our parents we were staying at a friend’s house for the weekend and didn’t have a single contact there. We didn’t care, though. We were so far from home and detached from the politics that we so ignorantly called our...
I was sitting on a stool, swaying back and forth, in the tightest of black jeans, a t-shirt that I had cut the sleeves off of and an array of ziplock bracelets I had made on my forearm. I was twelve and I was bored. This boy walked by with a smile that somehow made me realize I had never fallen in love. He ended up being my first kiss. We made out for two hours behind a closed Bank of America. ...
I snapped at a lady who hit her four year old girl in front of a line of people at rite aid and her response was getting in my face and whispering “I’m going to fucking kill you.” I love LA.
1ae asked: loving the ep right now omg
alexkwisner: Let’s do this again. It was fun. alexkwisner: username: alexkwisner I’ll play songs for you. (or AIM: staraflurr)
Anonymous asked: I want to be a musician but my mom wants me to go to grad school so I can have financial stability. What do I do? I want the stability yeah, but I'm afraid of not being as happy as I could be in the end.
Anonymous asked: Was it you or him
Anonymous asked: who is/was amalia to you?
I’ll sit beside you in spirit as they unplug you from it; the life you built with wine as merit; the children you left who now have to bear it. Though your cheeks were always blushed, they comforted me in being young. Though your voice was always harsh, it made me focus on who to become. I’ll miss you forever, Amalia.
Anonymous asked: if my so called best friend just told me she is dating my recent ex boyfriend, should i be upset?
You’re only alone because you chose to be. It’s okay, little girl, it’s you and the rest of the world. Just lay your head by mine and stay until you feel fine; We’ll take the same deep breaths and hope there are millions left. You are beautiful and you deserve the world; The one that you, you asked for. You’re only anxious because you’re bigger than this and you’re only shaking ...
Anonymous asked: I've always wondered, was Endless Hallway's song 'Gamma' written about you?
Anonymous asked: Whoa there it was just a joke don't freak out I was just messing with you cause of your impersonator post the numbers mean nothing
Anonymous asked: you should be famous
Anonymous asked: tis i your impostor with a riddle of you 55 is a name. 55 is the code. 55 is why.
Anonymous asked: Do you have any photos of you performing/in the band when you were 12?
check out adam’s pretty song
I found out Irving Azoff’s reps play the AKW Silent War EP in their office while they work. I’ll go buy some sunglasses now even though they make my eye lashes hurt.